Tuesday, 29 September 2009

  • too young

    my birthday is in 93 more days. i'll be 16. So i'll be 16 and still living with my parents. two overprotective adults. luckily, my new baby sister will keep them occupied enough to the point where i can lie to them about eating and they might buy it.

    anyway, i heard somewhere that drinking a lot of water burns fat. i decided to try this out, i'm going to drink fl oz(thats like  bottles) of water everyday, and an extra bottle for every time i get hungry.

    also, i'm saving up to buy a new scale. the one we have is older than me and i fear its inaccurate. once i do get it, i'll be weighing myself at least every monday.



    intake
    b- half a turkey sandwich
    l- 5 mcdonalds mcnuggets
    d- 1 hot dog on wheat bread
    #bw(bottled water) 3

    oink oink.


    edit 9 06pm
    my stomach is cramping real bad. its those laxatives i took from guilt after the mcdonalds.

    fuck.





Monday, 28 September 2009

  • Currently
    Cloudy With a Chance of Meatballs [Blu-ray]
    By Anna Faris, Bruce Campbell
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    Something has to change.

    September 28, 2009.

    "why are you so obsessed with being thin?

    how can grooms pick up their brides if they're fat?
    how can you not be embarrassed during sex with your flab all over the place?
    how can you look hot in a bikini if your jellyroll pokes over your bottom?
    they can't.
    you can't.
    you won't.

    i'm tired at fat jokes. i'm sick of not wearing what i want because i look fat. guys don't like fat girls. and girls dont like to hang with fat girls.  even my parents make fat jokes at me.

    its not fair that the people closest to me all weigh under the 110lb scale. my best friends both weigh under the 90lb scale. my mom weighs less than me, even. my dad is tiny for his height an age. the biggest person in the family is my uncle who lives a dull lonely single life.

    i dont want that to be me. ever.

    i'm growing my hair out, and i'm determined to be skinny. i want to be a size 1. currently i'm a size 7.
    i want to be less than 105lb. right now i'm 123lb.


    b-nothing
    l-2 chocolate chip cookies400
    d-diet mountain dew0

    total-400

    thinspo
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